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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

My new Site!!!

Hey Hey Hey... I finally bought a new domain with the name: and I'm no longer in blogspot anymore. In the new, there will be lots of changes made and added a few new thing.. so check it out people and hope u guys like it...


Thursday, February 09, 2006

Is there any real right and wrong?

As we grow up, we learn how to cope, how to adapt and more importantly how to except other into our life. When it comes to you and me, him or her, or even them, we learn that most of us are different in our own ways and then, we learn to compromise with each other. In a certain actions or characteristic, when it comes to differences/conflicts, can we really say that you are wrong and we are right? Given the nature of how we are brought up, thing that we have been trough, for a simple term like friendship, do everyone have the same definition of what a friend mean? One might say companion, some might take it as an advantages and some might not even believe in the word itself. So, which is wrong and which is right? Can we safely assume a person who doesn't believe in the word friend to be wrong? In one room fill with 10 peoples, if one happen to be friends with 7 peoples, is it right to classified that person as an unfriendly person for not knowing the other 3 people? Is it right to say, I don't need to know him/her because there is no need to? When it comes to all of these questions, it depends on each individual. It is not up to us or even you to judge a person when it comes to their own characteristic because in the end, how well do you know your friends. People like to say, when you say something about somebody, look at yourself first but I find it rather funny because this is the person who usually doesn't see themselves too let alone judging other people. Having said all that, having to accept which is right or wrong is like picking up cloths; we choose our own style, which of the cloths feel comfortable to us. If the cloth doesn't fit, there is no point for you and me, him or her, or even them to be forcing each other to like one another.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

A boy with no life and no home...

Finally I'm back. Usually I would refer back as in back to my hometown but after spending two week in it, I think back would be more suitable to my home in the city. I don't know weather it is the long holiday, or issit my hometown or it was all me, but back at hometown, I didn't felt any connection at all. I felt like an outsider, even in my own home with my own family. I felt I've been gone for so long until I lost all touch with everything I once grew up with. The 5 years I spend in the city apparently erase all my 20 years of memories in my hometown. I guess it is my ignorant and the fact that I didn't want to go back that cause all of it. Now sitting on my bed, I couldn't help but wonder about my home; is it my empty RM350 rental room, my pc and myself only. I guest this would be the pathetic story of my life; a boy with no life and no home.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Un-Happy Chinese New Year...

There comes a time when u reach a road with holes everywhere and you can't turn right or left but just need to stumble trough it. This is the time I usually call Chinese New Year. I was never the kinds that like Chinese New Year since I was a kid. I used to ask myself why, why is all the kids freely roaming out and play firework when I have to stuck at home doing house chore. Since young, I didn't quite understand why adults like my own relative would like to criticize me and purposely hurt me for no reason. Anyway, Chinese New Year is like a nightmare that keeps repeating itself every beginning of the year. This year in particular, I have my usual early breakdown before Chinese New Year but little do I know, the nightmares have begin without me and I didn't know it. First I lost my hp and then I felt this huge emotion of unsecured feeling without it. Kind of like naked without a hp. The next day, I lock myself out from my room without my key and lock myself in the living room without a key to go out. I was late for a meeting with a client and I have no hp to call and postpone the meeting, so I kick my room door and took the key. Now I have to pay for the damage. After the meeting, I was driving back home and I stop like 5 meter before another car in the traffic light. This car, of all sudden reverses and hit my front car. I got down, there was no scratch (LUCKILY) and I point my middle finger up to that bastard and kick his guccimama-ass car. So, I guess Happy Chinese New year isn't that happy anyway. I don't know what is going to happen next but Un-Happy Chinese New Year to myself and Gong Xi Fa Cai to you all...

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Did you buy your CNY cloths yet?

Chinese people have a habit of getting new thing for any new occasion and somehow, it is always related to "Pantang-Larang". For example, moving to a new house, it is better to buy new furniture rather than bringing the old furniture in because it will bring old jinx to the new house. First day of Chinese New Year, we are encouraged to wear new cloths because of starting fresh for the New Year. What else is there or have I stated the obvious? Even lately, the topic of... Did you buy your CNY cloths yet... seem to be the only question that is been asked by everyone over and over again. It used to be fun at first, going out shopping and going trough all the hassle of picking the cloths that you like. Me? It is just an excuse to spend my money on cloths and little do I know, it seems that every shirt that I bought is in black. So I guess that I have to redo all my shopping again. However, this year is a bit too dramatic and overwhelming for me because I bought a new Laptop and I was thinking of changing my HP too to Sony Ericsson K750. Speaking of HP, I lost mine somewhere during dinner and on the same time, my friend got robed and few weeks ago, 3 of my friend got pickpocket and lost their HP too. To me, it doesn't really matter much because I plan to change my HP anyway but getting back my HP number is kind of pain in the ass and losing some few important contacts, I think I'm going crazy right now. Anyway... just want to say Happy Chinese New year to everyone who read my blog. If you are driving back to your hometown, have a safe journey. Finally, to everyone out there, please be extremely cautious and careful of your belonging or you probably end up like me or my other poor friends. If you happen to catch those bastard, feel free to call me and I will help beat up that muthafucker up too... anyway, look on the bright side... Chinese people like to say, if old didn't go, new wouldn't come.